*Focuses Rly Hard*

[coyoteclaw11]

So, I kinda go through things in a rly... hyper-focused way??? ...Basically to entirely jump the track to the train of thought I really want to talk about: I'm now very oc focused!!! It's like oh shit I forgot y'all existed time to make up for that by being very focused on y'all!!

And gosh I'm sorry my mind is actually very scattered rn. There is no train of those it's just a bunch of vaguely related things all yellin for attention at once. Sooo I'm gonna try to give up on connecting them and just whoosh toss them out there:

• GYWO? Not going very well. My mind is like mmMMMm write? No write can't write I have more important things to focus on. I have to organize a bunch of pointless stuff. Very important :/
  
  
• I mentioned my ocs and that's both a good thing??? and a bad thing for GYWO. I want to develop them and draw them and think about them!!! Just... lots of ocs. I have very much love for my ocs and I need to do something about it. But maaaaybe I can funnel some of that energy into writing about my ocs and rack up some word counts??? I'm always so nervous about writing them tho,,, I always feel like my writing skill isn't good enough?? And writing them would irreparably mess them up. :/
  
  
• Something I've been doing recently is reuploading my art to my DeviantArt. I've had it for yeeeeaaaars, but once I got on Tumblr, I kinda started neglecting it... So, I cleared all the deviations and have been uploading everything in order. All I have left to upload is my art from 2018!! (I started with 2013 ;;; ) Afterwards, I'll hopefully have a suitable place to post my art from here on out!
  
  That said, looking at all my art over the years reeeeeaaally makes me want to draw!! (Which... rip GYWO because drawing is not writing >.>;;)
  
  
• I've also been fixing up my Toyhou.se! I definitely want to fill in all my oc's profiles, but I doubt that would count towards my GYWO word count. It also really wants to make me draw nice pictures for all the ocs who have like really shitty old art as their avatar because they don't have anything better ;;
  
  
• I saw Spiderverse for the third time :3c But I left early :( I was kinda worried about getting home. No one would be able to drive me, and I didn't want to risk taking/missing the last bus, so I left half an hour early to catch the second to last bus. It was right before the leap of faith scene too bluhhh,,, I can't wait til it goes digital so I can own it.